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Friday, March 2nd, 2007

Subject:Legal! Warning: This is a little cheesy.
March 2nd, 2007
I'm the happiest I've ever been. I live a blessed life. I love my family. I love how me and my dad are getting along and hes begining to treat me like an adult. Giving me freedom. I love how my mom IS my best friend and she can make me laugh when I'm being a brat. I love my little brother and how he's so affectionate. I love all my best friends, they really do make me happy and how they just understand me. I love how I'm rekindling old friendships and forgiving with an open heart. I love that I don't dislike anyone, I'm over it all. I love that I'm doing really well in my dual enrollment classes. I love how I'm a seminole! I love my future roomie. I love that I'm loving.

I'm at a really good place in my life right now. I'm so thankful for everything and everyone I have been blessed with.

Happy Birthday to me! :)

Here's to 18 years of mistakes and lessons learned. Like my manager Danny said, "Its not about where you are at eighteen, it's who you've become." I like who I'm becoming.

Things aren't perfect, but c'est la vie.

All I want for my birthday is a good time with the people I love. Oh and of course, to be loved, to love, and to keep being happy.

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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006

August 9th, 2006
I'm scared and excited all at once. This upcoming school year is really going to push my boundries and test my limits. I've really grown up alot so far this past year. I'm maturing and scary as it is to say, slowly evolving into an adult. Little things that I've been doing are making me realize that soon I'm going to be out in the world and the only person I can really count on is myself. That thought itself terrfies and exhilarates me. For example making appointments for myself, registering at BCC, paying bills, keeping track of my bank account statements and taking care of my brother just to name a few things I mean I'm really growing up. This summer I've really taken the role of "Big Sister". I take my brother to doctor appointments, to friends houses, to the mall, and buying him dinner are routine things. I guess it almost bewilders me into how this transition came about. It might sound foolish but my mom has always done everything for me and now that im completly responsible for myself and occasionally my brothers well being it just astounds me. At least I can full-heartly say, i'm completly happy with myself even with my flaws and problems, but nothing will ever be perfect.

So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance

I went to visit you, it was so peaceful. I promise to come back more often. You've helped me realize life is short and how precious it is. I'm forever grateful. I love you Greg.

It seriously felt like a couple of weeks ago I was starting middle school in a new country with new customs. I remember first realzing that I was "white" and how racist this world is, maybe its because Australia is so sheltered or they've moved past that. In Australia it never dawned upon me that I was white, and there were people that were black, hispanic and asian. Race is so emphasized here its really tragic. In Australia they just ask you if you were an aborigine, end of story. I'm excited to go back there in May. I miss my childhood friends, I miss the people, the way of life, everything. I remember being carefree and the biggest worry was getting home before it was dark and beating my cousins back to the house. I recieved so much joy following the little creeks in my aunts cauldesac, walking through the bush, and "discovering" giant boulders and funny shaped trees.

I miss that innocence of childhood, where the simplest things brought pleasure. As you get older things aren't seen through rose colored glasses anymore. The people closest to you will hurt you, family problems become apparent, you see best friends grow-up and grow apart, people change some for the better some for the worst, dreams slowly disappear, money becomes an issue, you experience emotions you never knew you could feel, and the harshness of reality sets in. With this all in mind, life is short. There is so much this world has to offer and I for one want to experience it all. I want to travel, meet humankind from all walks of life, love like I've never been hurt, succeed, and eventually begin a family of my own.

Whatever life has in store for me, I hope it's great. I just want to live, love, be loved, and be happy.

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Saturday, January 28th, 2006

January 28th, 2006
i took my SAT's today, it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be. Just the stories were turgent and excruciatingly looooooong. I wish i reviewed some of my math, but i think i did okay for the first time taking it (: oh and there was a cutie in my class, and my attempt at trying to have a conversation with him went splendid.

Me: "God this test is so long..."
Cutie: "Ya"

and that was that lol. i need some gameeee. oh well.

yesterday me and jackie went to a psychic. i was so psyched because i was anxious about the SAT's and i was kinda hoping she would help me organize my thoughts a little. Jackie went first, since she had gone before, the ladys name was patty and she was quite ecentric. I'm not gonna say what she said about jackie because she revealed some personal stuff but i will say jackie is going to make it in the entertainment buisness, have 2 girls, get married at 27 and be really successful. yay!

She looked at my palms and was like youre a smart girl but you let your insecurities get in the way. She was right about some things when she was describing my personality. She said that i get hurt alot by people and i try to change situations and people relentlessly when there isnt hope. She kept telling me and jackie," Stop going for the assholes!" haha She guessed that i wanted to do something in medicine but she said i wont go into medicine nor law. She said something about being an actress but thats really wrong because i def dont want to do that. She said i was going to end up going to college out of state also move out of state, which i am going to do. im not staying in florida for the rest of my life. She also said that im going to be passionate about my career and be successful as well. Im supposed to met a boy that i'll fall in love with within the next month and someone in my immediate family is getting a new car. She also mentioned that ive traveled/ moved alot. She mentioned how my mom is strong willed and how i have a younger brother. Somethings she threw me off with though, so im not whole-hearted in believing her. Psychics usually tell you want you want to hear but I'll have to see if i meet my mystery man and someone gets a car (:

Tonight is cooper citys homecoming, meaning par-tay! im excited, this past week has been quite stressing.
my birthday is coming up in a month cause feb has like 26/27 days?

my life is brilliantCollapse )

alot i know. im going to take a nap before tonights festivites

♥ daniela
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005

Subject:and if you fall in love, ill leave you on your knees now
December 24th, 2005
Mood: cheerful.

"If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now..

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind - you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded - but trust me, in 20 years time you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindeside you at 4AM on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you. Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss. Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and in the end, it's only with yourself. Remember compliments you recieve. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements. Stretch. Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone. Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it.
It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own. Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
Read the directions, even if you don't follow them. Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly. Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings.
They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.
Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will
philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize
that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were
noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders. Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out. Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85. Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.." - Mary Schmich

I though this was so true and inspiring. When i first read this, i read it over another dozen times.  Just thought i would share (:


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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005

Subject:girls nighttt
December 21st, 2005
Mood: headachy.
last night was insane, i dont even think insane is the word to even describe it. From having secret codes, to planning shit we're going to do against boys, from meetings in the bathrooms, getting pulled over by the cops while we're tipsy, to skinny dipping, dancing around in our panties lol haha and to running around outside and even with all that i cant even remember the rest...that was pretty much one of the funnest nights of winter break. thank you gurlies, O7 haha<3

and oh yeah go fuck yourself ;)
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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

May 31st, 2005
Mood: cold.
This year is ending, too quickly and too slow. I cant even begin to describe my year or anyone elses. For me it's had its mixture of ups and downs. I've made new friends, rekindled and lost other friendships. I've spent my fair share of nights crying myself to sleep or the countless hours laughing to the point where I couldnt breathe anymore. I've experienced things I've never have before (no, nothing illiegal) and I've realized the importance of surrounding yourself with the people you truly love, care for and you can be yourself around. I've learned this year my faults and my weaknesses. I have many and will work on them. Such as procrastinating, staying up too late, not exercicing enough and trusting people too much.

I can honestly say I have 6 amazing best friends. I havent known them for long but for the drama and the situations I've been through with them I know they'll always be there for me. They're the girls that I can go to when everyones against us calling us unfair names and spreading rumors they're there at the end of the day saying, "Fuck everyone else. We dont need them. As long as we have each other, we'll be okay." Sounds way corny I know, but it's happened and been said before. I know they'll stick by my side and vice versa. From endless hockey games, to suprise birthdays, to boy drama, to sneaking out at 3am, talking for hours on the swinging chair, all the late night wendys fixes, having one of the boys sneak us in the movies, people spray painting and smearing cake on one of our cars to doing all our "missions" and drive bys, being called stuck up bitches (HAHA, remember i "RUN" you...) oh and i cant forget just calling each other to say goodnight or take care. Throughout everything I know we'll be together for a long time because we're real with each other and im thankful for that. I, with all my heart,love you guys to death and cannot wait for whats in store for us next.

I risked so much to see you guys play (even if it was only like an inning and a half) but it was well worth it. You guys deserve this more than anything. I remember you once skipped practice to hang out with me and Jackie at the beach. Resulting in DJ, Phil, Glenn and Chris being called the beach bums, haha. Good times. I'm proud of you all. Especially my Biggie, Longarms and my little angry incher ;)



kay, thats all the pictures for now. I have to get a roll of film developed.

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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004

Subject:sOrry my lOves, friends Only
October 20th, 2004
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